dont know what to do

I try to work hard,

do all that have to be done,

be where i am needed,

solve problems,

do what nobody else want to do...

i try to be active,

write 3 blogs,

have a local newspaper column,

search genealogy and local history,

be an active world postcrosser...

i try to help people in need,

be an active ssvp member,

give food to whom in hunger,

shelter to those who have no home,

start social projects...

in the end i feel so alone,

a lost sand grain,

a ship wandering on a storm,

no one knows me,

i just cant find the way to help me...