I'm not strong enough

So strange this feeling...
trully i'm not strong enough
to runaway from your spell...
I'm not strong enough 
to overcome your fascination...
i dont even want to do that...
i try to hide my pain of being without you
but its here every second of my life...
i try to hide my sadness from the world
but only succed when talking to you...
i'm so scared that one day you'll forget me...