all i ever wanted ;(

I dreamed to walk with you to the sea
holding hands, feeling the sea at our feet
in homage to the heavenly princess that you are,
mermaid rendered in the heat of spring ...

I wanted to share dreams of cinnamon and orange
embittered by your smile, fascinated by your look
like a luminous sorceress who enchants me in blues
reflecting sea and sky, in a beauty of sapphire and chocolate ...

I wanted to be happy by your side, to live for once
share dreams and hopes with the stars as scenery,
have meaningful conversations, flowing like a crystal brook,
in an illusion of normality or reality beyond the hologram ...

I feel your absence from a black satin,
in painful silence like a spiked dagger
in a heart that is perhaps naive, but loves in truth
like a swallow in spring, true to its nest ...