why cant i be happy for a single day?

genetics made me born pessimistic,
life refined my pessimism,
a life where color is a rare commodity ...

I wanted so much to be able to believe,
fight for my biggest dream,
feel for once the sweetness of honey ...

this matte black, devoid of luster,
which completely destroyed my spirit
will take me with him on a foggy day ...

I question myself all the sunrises
why doesnt good things happen to me,
and I dont deserve to be happy even for a single day ...

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